This is one of the most unique seasons of my life. I dont fully understand what Im going through. To be honest, before reaching this point I thought I had all of this figured out. I thought I just knew where I was going. Its like being on an airplane. You bought your ticket, you knew how much is cost and you knew the city you were flying to. But before you were getting ready to land, all of the sudden there was extreme turbulence and you arent sure whether your plane is going to land like its supposed to or not. You are wondering whether you are going to live or die.
God why do you have me here?
You showed me that I would get out and yet right before a breakthrough things went south and I no longer know where the controls are.
Im completely in your hands or the enemies, sometimes it is hard to tell.
Here between living and dying.
Yes, I know what you have promised but please let me see a little bit of sunlight so that know that it is breaking through.
