Have you ever wrestled with God so hard over something?
What if God came to you in an area that you had shown you are a royal mess and failure in and he said..trust me one more time?
I cant even trust myself God. I cant even trust that I know what you are saying.
Im too broken to take this chance.
And still he wrestles to give your brokeness for something that you arent sure is safe at all. You arent sure this is God or not and yet you cant get it out of your heart that is still trying to learn to get up after a hard fall.
Im so thankful that God is patient with me when I just cant seem to get it together. Sometimes he waits on you. Sometimes he is a total gentleman as he wipes your tears and helps you to believe him.
You are going to be okay and I am going to help you do it.
So just trust me.