Lately I have needed a lot of clarity in my life. There have been things that weigh on me that I would like to know. But I know that when its time for it to be revealed to me, it will happen.
The only thing that I need in this season is to draw close to God intimatelty and in a new way.
I am not going to lie. I have prayed A LOT in my life. It would be totally abnormal for me not to pray. Prayer is a part of my existence. I guess I learned that from the women I grew up with.
And it can be easy to think, since I pray a lot I dont need to pray anymore. It can be easy to think I am close to God, why would God need me to be close to him.
But sometimes what God needs from us is a perspective change.
Yes you pray but what are all your prayers centered around? Have you ever thought about just focusing on him for a while? Are all your prayers centered around your idol?
Sometimes you have to set aside what you want for the time being to follow what you believe God wants from you in the time and the season you are in.
And believe me honey, being in alignment with the spirit inside of you is exactly where you need to be and being out of alignment is probably why you are so very exhausted.
So let God have everything and go into your secret place and just focus on him.
