Lately I have had a hard time listening to a lot of the christian songs out there. Some sermons I just cant do it.
Everything I hear is a reminder of how focused we are on God giving us things.
We are worshipping FOR blessings but we forget he is everything that we could ever need.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we would change our prayers sessions that are really idol worship sessions into times of just giving our hearts to Jesus.
What would change if we changed us and our perspectives?
What if we really thought that Jesus was enough?
When I think back over my life I know that God has been just so good to me. When I look back I see a girl that would not let go of her idols. I see a girl that didnt realize that many times when she thought she was praying she was just laying her idol before the Lord one more time.
And dont get me wrong God was SO merciful and he has answered SO many prayers for me. I have way more prayers answered than I have not answered.
He has just been so good to me.
But it took me a while to realize that I needed to give God something back, too.
I didnt need to be in the choir to give him something back, I didnt need to be the first at the altar.
I just needed to let him know that I wanted him. I am passionate about him and I think that he is the greatest thing that I have ever encountered and even if he doesnt give me another thing that I pray for he is still God in my life.
I love him so much. Its all about him.
