This was a ways back. Thank you Jesus. Lol
There was this due that came by my work while I was working at the check cashing place. He made up some excuse to talk to me saying he needed a copy of his drivers license could I do that for him. Then he said Im sorry but I just think youre so beautiful, could I get your number. And I gave my number.
He said he was gonna bring me food anytime to my work. I did not get any food from that dude lol. But I did achieve a “situationship” that lasted longer than it should have and I stayed against all inner voice warning I felt and I lot of other things. Thank goodness he was the last thing like that I ever entertained.
But I remember when I was getting ready to go out with him for the first thing and I was putting on my make up. I heard a whisper in my mind that said Dont even go on the date. Stay here. I argued back to that voice out loud and I said but God I am just going to get a hamburger. What could go wrong from one date? But what went wrong is some mistakes that didnt have to happen, things that kept me in bondage longer, and a long period of time of not growing in this area.
So I went and that was a 2 year situation if not longer.
I remember when I went to sleep one night and God gave me a vision in my sleep of him going from girl to girl trying to find the love he had for his ex girlfriend and he could never find it. And then I appeared at a table with a minister that I really respect. I believe there were others at the table, although I dont know who they are and when I looked at him he started interceding for me so loud it literally pierced my ears and I woke up out of my sleep so startled. I personally believe that at that moment SOMEONE was interceding for me and I was saved.
But what I did not do is listen to that warning even then. Instead, I decided to ask him. Are you still having feeling for someone and going girl to girl to try to find her?LOL
He said something along the lines like “Of course not.”
But there were so many signs that what God was saying really was the truth and I still dont know what kind of person he is or why he is like he is, but I do know that I aint in that situationship anymore thank God.
But I do want to say that there is something wrong with someone who for years has gone from girl to girl with absolutely no break. Yall dont even take a 5 minute break to recover and God never has a chance to give literally any instruction. Im not saying getting out there is a bad thing. I think its a good thing is you are in your season.
But I am saying that sometimes people have had the same problems for 5 years and they still have not analyzed themselves to see what could be wrong. We need to have a high sense of urgency to take care of problems. Im not sure that young man ever talked to anyone about his problems. I dont know is he ever spent time praying over his hurting heart and why he could not find what he had with his ex. And because of that he may be doing the same thing to this day.
Not everything is spiritual. We know that. But letting God get in on the process can save so much time, cause miracles to happen, and help us to make better healthier decisions. It will protect our hearts and other peoples hearts.
So be balanced in this area and let the right things happen.
If you have any continuing cycles spend some time figuring that junk out.
