I have changed so much.
I can remember when I used to fight with God to stay in emotionally destructive and abusive relationships.
I can remember when I trusted him less.
I can remember when I thought that if he had my life that he was going to mess it up when he was looking at me like Child let me have your life because YOU are messing it up.
His plans for me have always been more beautiful than my best laid plans and he has even shown that to me.
Then why is it so hard to trust?
Thank you God for everytime I came back to you and you loved me back to sanity.
