Life can be very unique. For those people who act like its all daisies have got some serious issues. Yes, there is much to be thankful for in this life but there are also things that are hard to handle. Obstacles that are too huge for us to ever move out of the way myself.
I could not sleep very well last night thinking about the possibilities of bad things. I felt like the Lord wanted me to worship. I was a little bitter about the circumstances happening in my life and I really didnt want to. But I kept trying to get up and worship a little but it just wasnt in my heart.
Finally, when I got up to get my usual morning coffee, I stopped by my piano and played and sung the best I could. I worhsipped with a little of my own human needs mixed in and I started to feel that darkness leave.
We dont have control over what will happen in our lives but we do have a faithful God. There is not reason to stop moving forward dead in your tracks just because of what could happen in life. Dont let fear keep you from giving you best.
The future is still bright. Dont let the enemy ever convince you otherwise.