There are some things in life that are so very hard to let go of especially if we think that we will benefit from them or they will fulfill the part of us that has been empty.
But everything that we are asked to give to him is much better in his hands anyways.
He knows how to handle them.
He knows just what to do and he knows how to take care of you while you sever this piece from you.
He is not a God that doesnt know just how to fulfill you while you get used to a life that isnt trying to nurture a sick baby that you can never get to be made well again.
See some things we cant make work no matter what we try.
SO its just time to give it back to HIM and DANCE.