In my previous life, there were times when something on the inside of me felt off. But I didn’t understand it. I was just living my life the way others Christians said I should live but the direction felt off. I ignored it for a long time. At times this inward witness got louder and I went over it because that is what I got used to doing.
Thats when a CRASH came and I knew that my way had never gotten me anywhere anyways. The crash brought me to a place that I had nothing to lose, I was fearless to obey what his still small whispers were speaking to me.
Its sad to say so many people especially those from trauma do the very same thing I did. Especially in their love lives. They don’t want to listen. They trust themselves more than anyone and don’t want to let control go.
The only way to fix some things is to lay it on the altar and let God fix it bit by bit.
I’m believing for you that you wont allow yourself to get to a crash before you become sensitive to the love of a savior trying to pull you out of the life you are in.
There is more for you, but you are going to have to trust him in the good times and in the bad times.
