This has been a highly unusual season. One that has emptied a lot of things out, blown my mind with the amount of warfare I went through and how it ended up. Some of the things that I believed that God brought into my life completely DIED in this season. The kind of death that wont be resurrected but instead new has been brought In to replace what is dead.
And I am so thankful.For even though things have died, Even though it has broken me. Even though it has stretched me and made me almost lose my job many times. ..
I cantbelieve that I am standing here. I cant believe that the eemy could never take me out. I cant believe that I am so blessed.And I cant believe that I feel such a clearance in the atmosphere.
You see once I knew about what I was going through, once god opened my eyes about the warfare against me, I was doing things so perfectly to make sute that God would bless me.
Lord forgive me because a lot of this I chose. My sin invited the enemy in my propensity to make my heart an idol factory because I thought I needed something else to be happy and sometimes I still do.
But I can not be perfect. And I know that I keep you close because only me and you together can win. Only you being my strength when I have weakness.
So Ill keep living the best I can with my weaknesses and even if you never do what I believe that you will, you are still the greatest thing Ive ever encountered in my life. So Ill praise you no matter what.
