Following God can sometimes be very scary. It feels like you are giving up things that you hold dear. But really you are just putting them in a safer place and that is in his hands.
There is no reason to fear. There is someone much more capable than you holding onto your dreams, your plans, your desires. He is making sure to take care of them so that it is even better than anything you could have done allowing yourself to be the leader of your own symphony.
There is a song I love called Symphony. Sometimes there is chaos going on all around us and in us. The in us part is the parts of us that he is trying to change. He needs to rework us into who we need to be to carry out his master-plan, but many times we resist him each step of the way.
Be still, allow him to work, and wait on him to save you.