There are many people waiting on God but waiting on God the wrong way. There are many Christians who are living in so much unrepentant sin that there is no way for God to do what he desires to do because the blessing is being blocked. There is so much that can happen in our lives if we were just honest before him and lived out this scripture that I myself came to God with after my divorce.
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will heal their land.
2 Chronicles 7:14
I said Im sorry Jesus for anything I did to get here and I am going to try to do it your way. I kinda almost didnt want to type that last part because the trying to do it his way was so rough but even if we fail the main thing is we are coming back to him with a repentant heart that wants to turn around.
God often speaks to me about men who try to pursue me. Words of knowledge come to me so strongly and I have learned the hard way about a million times to go ahead and be sensitive to God and let his spirit lead.
There was an evangelist that kept trying to talk to me. On facebook he was very saved. Every post was about Jesus and his love for God and I dont think it was false. I think he did and does love the LORD. But something didnt make me feel right about him.
One day I decided well maybe this hesitancy inside of me is wrong. Maybe I need to start giving these men a chance and access to me. Maybe Ill try to date around like these other jacked up people do. And right around that time maybe that day even this zealous dude for God texted me.
He texted me and the second day he texted me I heard the words Sexual Perversion in my spirit. I always ask for confirmation from the person that the words come to me about and usually when I do the person themselves will tell me with no prompting from myself whatsoever.
So after a few texts I told God if this is true them I command the demons to speak.
The conversation changed rapidly from Hello how are you doing my sister in christ to the most demonic and perverse things that have just about ever been said to me.
I was astonished by the texts and he started telling me things that I dont believe he would have normally told a woman of God at the beginning before he had a chance to get to know them. I wont tell you what those texts said but I will tell you a simple part after those texts stated below.
But I clearly was told that he wants a wife that they cant keep their hands off eachother and I asked a specific question of if you are dating your wife do you want sex and he said he wouldnt mind it and he would hope they have the kind of chemistry that they cant help but to do that stuff.
This is an example of unrepentant sin. When you have years of unrepentant sin you cant even see that it is wrong to not live Gods way and you dont even see the value in living Gods way. Unrepentant sin will convince you that you can wait on God for your wife even though you arent following Gods way at all with a sincere and gentle heart that says Im gonna try with all my heart to do it your way and ask you for help when I dont have strength left. Sins way always takes the less than way while Gods way brings you up to a higher level.
This young evangelist since got engaged to a sweet young lady and they thought that God had brought them together and next thing you know they are broken up. Because of what I know about the spirit world I know how these demonic spirits will try to break anything that is good from those that are anointed and they have the permission and access to do it because for years they have been feasting off of you, visiting you in the night, and causing things to happen in your life that steal kill and destroy the amazing destinies that God has for you
People of God dont delay in purifying your lives. It will only do you good. Tune out what anyone else is saying so that you can follow God. Just because your flesh wants something doesn’t mean that its good. I know that it is hard to do it Gods way. But I assure you that when the proper time comes a pure heart produces the most amazing miracles.
Stay right before God first even if you dont get a man or a woman. .Even if you never get what you desired and trust that GOD is everything that you need and he doesn’t leave out those who sacrifice to obey the way he designed for things to be.
GOD we trust you. We dont want to just go to wonderful church services worship you and operate in the anointing..we want the secret places of our hearts to be an altar of sacrifice. The kind of sacrifice that says you ARE GOD even if I dont get to satisfy the desires that make me feel better about myself for a moment. God we trust that you are such a good GOD and in you alone is all things and all that I need.
I wont turn to the right or left for what I need because I have all that I need in you.