The last few years I have been tested so intensely. It seemed like in some ways I was going through a honeymoon period but in other ways I was being intensely tried. I spent so much time praying fasting and I was made to learn things that I never even knew existed.
I have often been amazed that my life has ended up here. Not in a bad way, but in a way that I never knew who I was. I never knew what God was thinking when he had me in mind. I could only feel it from a very young age on the inside of me.
This year required so much time out of me trying to figure out what the answer was to win the war I found myself in.
I think of you guys. I know some of you as well are going through intense testing but probably in a totally different way than me.
And I feel for you.
But just like I know that there is intense testing my faith kicks in and I want to tell you that this area you are being tested in gets better and even if the enemy literally tried to take you out it doesn’t matter. God knows how to restore Job of all that he had. God knows how to take Joseph and make him a ruler over Eqgypt.
So no matter how long this intense testing has been…at the end of it there is hope.