This has been one of those years or maybe the last four have been.
ITs been a mess.
There are some people who act like (in my mind from the outside looking in) that they are so prophetically sound. They never experience fear. They always have it together. They are never confused and they always jump into a lake full of alligators when God says jump. They just seem like they are packaged so nicely on the outside.
And sometimes I wonder if I appear like that to others.
I may even give answers to people that are packaged up in a matter of fact way when I truly dont know their story.
And the prophetic can be like this too.
God speaks to us individually and when you comes across some things in the prophetic realm, it could feel so foreign to us and it may be really hard to navigate. You may cry out for some help but not know where to turn.
In this times the best advice I have is simply to trust. Trust that even if you dont know what to do that somehow someway you are going to get to where you need to be.
The giftings that I have really have brought out my weakness and put them on display. I have dealt with fear and being so introverted that just seemed like a part of my personality. But when certain things were brought to me on my prophetic journey my weakness showed up loud and clear and I had to trampsed through thing given by God with a spirit of absolute fear attached. Because that is who I was.
I needed to work that out.
I had not learned to trust God yet.
And on your journey your giftings will refine you.
But just keep going because this world needs you.