It is so funny to me that we as Christians can miss God so much.
God does not always speak but when he does speak and keep sending messaged it is because we arent listening to what he is saying.
I was remembering a time when God kept trying to get my attention through the spirit inside of me but for long periods of time I did not listen.
It seems I had to grow to the place where I even realized the importance of listening to him.
There are people who are great christians who have ignored his healing voice for decades of life. Even though we always have a chance to come back to God to repair us, we still have those years to deal with that we held back.
The best thing to do is go ahead and be sensitive, to never put him to silence no matter how much we are hurting and let him work his PERFECT work in us.
That way we find the life he intended us to have.
Having a blessed life full of joy is not just for other people, it is for you!
So go ahead and listen. Go ahead and give your all. Go ahead and trust through the tears!