There was a time that I was questioning God. I had the most outstanding options around me ever lol and I was just so ready to jump right in and call it a day.
But something inside of me was telling me to wait on him.
Like so many times before. Wait. The most grueling thing Ive always done.
Just sit here in nothingness and wait on you.
I probably pondered in my mind would it really be THAT bad to disobey God. I mean what could he do.
As I was sitting there I said out loud, God why do I have to go through this. Its like my insides are tearing apart. Its so hard to be here in this place.
I happened to open my bible and this scripture was the first thing I saw and it just did something to me.
It was as if God was speaking straight to me saying, I am building a firm foundation.
When I bring you what you have asked me for, it is not going to fail. Its going to be stirdy and you will be able to enjoy it.
You see, when I did things my way the foundation was so weak as soon as you stood on it you would fall through and break your neck. God didnt do that. I did that. I built my foundation on the shakiness of my own opinions.
But God wanted me to trust him for once.
Let him do it his way. Seek him for help if it became too hard and just go through this process with him.
Because at the end of the day what he was building was worth it because it was built on the Solid Rock.
