I felt after a certain prayer session with Jesus that I was supposed to start praying over my love life, specifically my heart. It has always been a hard area for me. I am a very sensitive person.
God had already healed me in an amazing way in my love life at this point, but I was feeling led to go through each and every encounter and relationship or in my case situationship because I wasnt really much of a dater anyways but I would find myself in wierd situations. haha
One particular guy I acted had wondered if I was in love with. We had an immediate connection on both ends. I had kinda moved on and not realized how much this situation had affected me. There was still some things that were caked up in my heart bothering me from it.
I prayed for a while from it and I just felt like I needed to get everything in my heart out and express it to him. It was not a love letter by any means lol. But it was explaining the things that I felt bad about, the things I had been hurt over, and that I wished no ill will on him. I basically wrote every single things I could think of after that prayer session. I wrote it on a piece of paper but I was worried that if I let it sit too long in my apartment I would not end up sending it.
So I got out my phone snapped a pic of it and texted it to him.
I believe it was the next Sunday that I went up to the altar. I had spent the previous day praying specifically for healing of this relationship in this area.
While I was there the strongest prayer lady at my church came up and laid her hand on my head ( I think this is the only time she has done this) And she said, ” From the top of your head to the soles of your feet, You are healed.” I felt something that reminded me in the bible when it said virtue flowed out of him. I felt something go all the way through my body from the top of my head all the way down to my feet and I knew I was healed of the pain of this relationship.
Thank God that we serve a God who can help us get through things that we could never get through by ourselves.
This taught me the importance of giving all to Jesus– even a love life that has been shattered and broken beyond repair.
He can do anything.
