I am not a person who likes the thought of giving up.
But recently I sat in my room on the floor with my bible out and I told the Lord–I GIVE UP!
I give up trying to make things happen in my own strength. I give up worrying over this issue. I give up even praying that it would come together.
Instead I give it completely to you and if it happens, I know it will be because you did it. And if you don’t do it, then it wont happen and I will be okay with that.
Something about giving up caused me to enter into a state of peace. A state of realizing that I will be okay even without this thing.
I will be okay just like I am. And instead of focusing on it, I am simply going to be led by him. I wont make one step without him and I will make every step with him.
And because of that, I will be okay.
