“Great is the LORD, who delights in blessing his servant with peace!”

Psalm 35:27

Today I was thinking over the many many supernatural blessings I have received in my life and I started to feel undeserving. I realized like usual that I could never even give an ounce of what God has given to me. He has literally poured out abundance on me, and all I was doing is simply surrendering to him or struggling hard as I was trying.

Never have I been perfect and I have made many mistakes in my walk with God. Yet, I still am abundantly blessed. As I sat there going over this with God, I realized that he is not one to keep score. It is not in his character to do so. God is Love. He is the one who designed it because he is a great lover.

I tried to remind myself that I don’t have to feel guilty for such radical blessings, but that I could instead go forward not feeling guilty to ask my father for even more. He gets joy in giving to me. And he gets joy in the fact that it is him that is the source of everything in my life and not anyone else.

I don’t have to worry that my all is nothing compared to the radical blessings that he will pour out on a life that brings him joy. Instead, I can get used to him and all that he is. I can become someone who takes the radical blessings and pours it out on the lives of others. There is no guilt in that.